We didn’t know how important he was to us, until he was gone.
In Australia, not so long ago, it was accepted practice to make fun of Grant McLennan, or at least to not take him seriously. Before we all re-discovered the Go-Betweens, before the nation embraced them and recognised them as one of the best bands the country has ever produced, it tended to be a reflex action to dismiss McLennan. His song-writing partner Robert Forster got a bit more respect: even if you didn’t like his music, he was at least interesting to look at, a kind of Australian Bryan Ferry. McLennan just looked like a bloke. Anyone can be a bloke. Blokes with guitars make music that nobody really wants to listen to. Nobody paid much attention to McLennan’s post Go-Betweens solo releases. Then Forster and McLennan revived the Go-Betweens, the band’s albums were all reissued in fancy new packages, some French magazine named them the best band in the history of pop or something, and Australia fell in love with the band almost everyone had forgotten about. Then, even more amazingly, brand new Go-Betweens albums started to appear, everyone who was suddenly an expert got over their initial “But where’s Lindy Morrison?” snobbery, Forster and McLennan took their show on the road, and we all lived happily ever after.
Well, not quite, because this isn’t a fairy story, it’s real life. In 2006, at the age of only 47, Grant McLennan died of a heart attack in his sleep one afternoon. The news was unbelievable. We didn’t know how important he was to us, until he was gone.
Robert Forster must have known, though. Since he and McLennan reformed the Go-Betweens there had been three new albums by the band, and it’s probably safe to assume that the Evangelist, or something in its place, would have been the fourth. Instead, the tragedy of McLennan’s death has forced the album to become Forster’s fifth solo album.
It’s impossible to escape the memory of McLennan when listening to the Evangelist – not that Forster shies away from that memory, with the opening page of the booklet explaining in detail precisely which lyrics on the album were written by McLennan. We can only imagine what Forster must have felt when singing those lyrics, but there’s a palpable heaviness, a weariness, to the first three songs on the album in particular. Not, I hasten to add, that the music sounds tired: just older, sadder, and wiser – the kind of wisdom that can only come through pain. Listening to these performances almost feels like an intrusion, especially on “Demon Days”, the second song on the album and the first of those partly written by McLennan. Forster sounds withdrawn and half-broken, as if it’s almost unbearable for him to sing the song – it very well may be, especially given the hauntingly prescient chorus McLennan wrote: “Something’s not right/Something’s gone wrong”. Very wrong indeed; it surely wasn’t meant to be this way. It’s the single most powerful performance on the album, but also the most uncomfortable: there’s something too private here.
After “Demon Days” the next song, “Pandanus”, arrives like a balm, telling a simple story of the healing powers of nature: the song starts “It was one day at five thirty – I went down to the beach”, and concludes “The sun has gone and it’s taken your troubles somewhere, somewhere”. We can’t know who Forster’s addressing when, on the second-last line in the song, he suddenly changes the personal pronoun from “I” to “you”, but it might as well be the listener.
Because of the tragic events foreshadowing its creation, it’s impossible to approach the Evangelist objectively, and it’s true that the fact of Grant McLennan’s death lends much of the album an emotional weight that it perhaps wouldn’t otherwise have. But it would be misleading, too, for me to suggest that sadness and tragedy dominate the album. Indeed, many of the songs have nothing whatsoever to do with McLennan; and not all of those that do involve him, or the memory of him, are sad: one of the album’s highlights comes just after the half-way point: “Let Your Light In, Babe” charges along, driven hard and fast by Glenn Thompson’s drums, as Forster sings another simple story that has something of the quality of a Biblical allegory – and not just because of the prominence of a church in the narrative – of a man (presumably) offering his house to a woman and child “new to this town”. The chorus, written by McLennan, urges: “Let your light in, babe, and don’t you be afraid.”
The second-last track on the album, “It Ain’t Easy”, has a very similar melody and feel to “Let Your Light in, Babe”, and also boasts a chorus by McLennan – but lyrically it’s a tougher song. The chorus states “It ain’t easy, when that love is blue, the love is blue”. More significant, though, are the opening words – Forster’s words:
“And a river ran and a train ran and a dream ran through everything
that he did
There was melody, there was harmony, there was sweet Sherrie,
But it was melody he loved most of all.”
We can’t, of course, impose our own meaning upon somebody else’s work and claim it to be the absolute truth. But these three lines are as good a memorial of Grant McLennan, the man who gave us songs such as “Cattle and Cane”, “Bachelor Kisses”, and “Bye Bye Pride” as one could hope for. For fans of the Go-Betweens, new and old, the pain of McLennan’s tragic loss still hasn’t gone; perhaps it never will, but with the Evangelist Robert Forster has at least given us something beautiful to hold on to. It might be easier for us to forget some things in life, but sometimes it’s better to remember, and to mourn, and to celebrate.
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